For those who have been reading this chronicle for a while know that I started this exercise in mental processing as a means of self-expression, as a record of incredibly powerful seasons in my life, and as a way for you my readers to keep me in your thoughts and prayers through the ups and downs of a summer of camp. It is in these traditions that I write tonight.
I could tell you that the day consisted of church, and lunch, and finishing the latest Dresden files book (yep the one I started a short time ago, I read fast and I put the afternoon into it) or how we burned off a pile of things and how that fire will still be going strong by the time I write this. But that is not my purpose tonight...
Instead I'm going to try to articulate something that I need your prayers about. First let me begin by saying that I think we've got a great team for the summer, even though we're not quite meshing as readily as last year. This could be partly due to the good problem of having a lot of returning staff this year and the perception that we all "know" each other well. The only issue between those old relationships is a year of growth which throws off the dynamics in subtle but very real ways.
Within that I'm feeling a bit uncertain this year. For those of you that are not aware I'm not working with the horses this year, Instead I'll be out on the rappelling wall with my good friend Hunter. It's a minor skill-set of mine, and I'm looking forward to learning more and getting more proficient in it. But that won't start until the tail end of the week at best guess. Until then I'm attempting to find parts of camp I can claim for my own and improve to the best of my ability... but that's hard to find, and in my seeking my own place I have stepped on the toes of those around me on several occasions.
Anyway... This is probably a fairly confusing post. or maybe not... but it's an honest one.
Tomorrow (looks at clock. I mean today) begins at 7:30 and I should probably try to get some sleep. I desperately need your texts/emails/comments or letters my friends. This is going to be a growing summer... and the fall should be even more so.
-Nick
1 comment:
Adjustment and change is always uncomfortable, and difficult. Keep an open mind to what role God has for you. When you unknowingly step on someone else's toes, just apologize. Let others know you are willing to help with whatever they need. You WILL hit your rhythm. One day at a time. "Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid; do not be discouraged for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go (or in whatever you do).
Love you,
Mom.
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